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How have I not noticed sooner the way he uses me? The way he humiliates me. Sees right past me. You don’t deserve me either. I will not be yours. You ruined it because you’re not any better than the rest of them you’re the exact same. My eyes see things too I do notice things.
I’m an idiot. Im gullible. I’m stupid. I’m reckless. Im easy. I’m full of self loathing and ill intent. I’m crazy with jealousy. Don’t worry I already know.
I might be dying. I might be recovering. I dot know. Only that I hurt and I have only ideas to bring me to these conclusions. I’m messing everything up lately. What’s wrong with me. Why am I still in this rut. How am I not getting out?
