-
i think i’m meant to be that girl that boosts guys’ confidence. you know, that girl who doesn’t ever really get the guy except when he’s horny. you may know her as the slut.
it’s not that i ever make a move. it’s not like all i want is dick. it just seems like it’s really easy to convince me that he cares about me and that he actually likes me. because if i just wanted his dick, i wouldn’t still be awake right now. it figures i “get” the guy i want just to have him use me for convenience and forget about me.
to crc:
i wanted you to like me too. i guess i’m not much different from my sister. the difference is i know when to take hints, i know where to look for signs. the similarities are that i couldn’t stay away, i couldn’t fight it anyways.
you’re not a bad guy and i won’t think of you that way. just wish things were different for once. i know i told you i always get what i want, but you’re right people lie. you’re wrong about my brother. you’re wrong about me. it hurt me when you’d remind me of what i did back then. mostly because you thought i was capable of doin it again. i hurt your sister once upon a time, i did it i won’t even try to hide it. i will tell you every detail about it if you want to know that bad. but you didn’t, because you didn’t really care about what i was about, you just cared that i was good and that i didn’t fuck your sister over again. it’s admirable, it’s what changed your image in my mind, what made you beautiful.
